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“My Personal Story in New York”
This is a sketchbook that I made for Sketchbook project at Brooklyn Art Library.
My story about the time of when I traveled NY with my friends as tourist in 2017, moved to NY in 2018, then had tough time, then breakthrough.
traveling NY with my friends.
traveling NY with my friends.
traveling NY with my friends.
I had mixed feeling with excitement and anxiety for moving to NY next year.
Left : my place in Astoria. Right : I studied day and night.
Many struggles, stresses, anxieties, also had a hard and sad experience. But I push myself hard to make everything ok, I always told myself “I have to do that, no time for whining“
My heart was screaming, My heart was crying, but I kept ignoring it.
One day, I felt that my heart was about to break, Finally I stopped, and started listening my heart. My heart needed a break.
I started doing nothing, but rested, walked, saw many arts and drew.
and listened to music.
Songs brought me back memories and sad feeling. But rumination was a process to accept the experience and myself, and process to move on.
After spending some time to heal myself, winter was over, and spring came.
My heart gradually got back its energy. It was like flower started blooming in spring after long winter!
I did not know if I liked NY before, But now I think, I like NY.
Brooklyn Art Library, The sketchbook project.
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